People are so stupid and meaningless and probably the one thing about life that i can't tolerate. i
would be so much happier if i could just kill all the idiots on the planet. Especially peons who
constantly spew drivel and backstab and just talk trash because they feel like their opinion is the
only opinion worth anything. It's so easy to be happy with the world and be at peace but it's much much
harder to be forgiving and tolerable of people you'd rather have nothing to do with.
False Horizon
you fell asleep
on top of the water
god was the cut on your wrist
immaculate fear
in the underwater city
laying on top of the drugs
you felt more secure
wires running from your head
tracing you back home
you were silent during church
because that's what they expected of you
all my friends are in the earth
and i don't even care
there was nothing left to feel
nothing at all
the lights in the sky
were telling me stories
about washed up fear and rejection
all the fucking time in the world
to choose a weapon
it never ends
counting the stars in my eyes
manipulated little puppet
the blood won't wash off
and you sat perfectly still
and tried to die as fast as you could.
Elevated Philosophy
The elevation of freedom from within
small children never called home
you got your head around it
stop walking with the stars
stop talking with the bumblebees
all that blood washing off in the river
and you can't even say my name
all those calls without any meaning
and you expect me to believe
that this is no game
come down off my rooftop
and share a walk with me
into this enchanted forest
you slept like an angel
into Hell to meet the interesting people
i was never much of a philosopher
but it's easier that way.
Flaw In The Contract
don't tell anyone
but i'm happier than i'm allowed to be
i think i found
a loophole
blistered fingers
from rubbing my hands in prayer
there was something stuck in my heart
you.
sat with the stars
and played with a spinwheel
life, time, the world
spinning in circles
don't let it get you down
contentment isn't just for the naive
no meaning in the words
no need for them when it's us
i touched the idea of integrity
and balanced out my isolation
i'm so flawed i'm beautiful
no one else i'd rather be
a monumental triumph to god
we are the best in the world
whether that's true or not is unimportant
as long as we believe
then we make reality
so sit in the stars with me
and watch the world go by
we have forever.
Similarities In Contentment
i got caught up in all this passion
and i forgot what i was doing
what you were doing to me
even you don't know what's going on
and you're in control
i was shedding skin like it was a bad habit
biting nails
driven crazy
i took the bus
paranoia
the word drips black with filth
i am in denial
of everything
our similarites
grow every day
i blinded myself
to make things easier
but all that did was make me understand
everything is overrated
especially me.
Today
Today
i got lost in your dreams again
started missing your touch already
caught myself daydreaming of passion
wished again for a chance to complete myself
with you, my dear
we'd rule the masses
fill all the voids, skip all our classes
cause today just happened to come up
as the best day of my life
cause today just happened to come up
as the day you ended my strife
Today
i thought i saw you watching
from the corner of your beautiful eye
i know my systems are failing
but you're equipped for my repair
i need you to reboot my mentality
cause i'm sick of all this heartache
cause today i'm tired of waiting
of not telling you how i feel
today my world's collapsing
cause on one knee for you i kneel
Today
hoped maybe inside you were thinking
what life would be like with me
you've never met someone so trusting
and you'll never quite understand
inside my heart how much i feel
i'd sacrifice, i'd die for you
deal with the devil if i had to
for you
because today
was another day with you, see
because today
was the day you saw clean through me
Today
might be the last day of my life
i wanted you to understand me
and salvage everything
i threw away so long ago
beliefs in love and beauty,
scorched right along with this Earth
i'd given up home
and walked away from all these foolish things
i called it quits and kicked love out the door
until the day
that i met you
i remember it just like it was
today.
Overly Cautious
i'm not so sure
i believe in tommorrow anymore
i'm not so sure
i ever needed a future
walked off that path of destiny
for a thin thin line of hope
and i fell off of it
and found out how sharp it was
the hard way
that phrase in my life appears
a little too often
